Standing on the rooftops...

Relient K - Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am,
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state its ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

Stop right there, theres exactly where I lost it.
See that line, well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said that
Its the very moment that I wished that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure that I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside,
Have finally begun to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again.
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

You will keep in perfect peace all who trusts in You,
whose that are fixed on You.
Trust in the Lord always, for the Lord is the eternal Rock.
Isaiah 26:3-4